womanizer~

Digan ustedes.
el hecho de ke yo acepte tu propuesta, significa que im a slut. pero si me niego
im being stupid. well youre soo wrong. ke tu pensabas que yo era mas madura ke las otras dos, y mas open minded. si es verdad. no eres el primero ke me lo dices.ademas no creo ke hubieran reaccionado asi. Thats why im doing this. you can learn how to respect me. because if i dont do this for myself, nobody is gonna do it for me.
And thats the reason que aparte de mi lokera, y el coro. y my open mind. no tengo cola ke me pisen.
Y por mas ke tu trates im not going to fall again. i just dont roll that way anymore.
thas my final answer. deal with it!

[if everyone cared] (8)

Una nueva etapa de mi vida esta a punto de comenzar- summer´s over. No more school.
este anio fue. diferente, esecial perhaps. muchos altibajos. encuentros con nuevas personas. viejos amigos.decepciones.alegrias. no tanta playa como hubiera deseado, pero cloro de piscina si me dieron.Gelany tuvo razon en que that last night no fue lo que se esperaba. it was ok. Mi graduacion. ya soy bachiller. yes. ok.vi gente. me despedi de gente. a alannah quiza no la vea mas hasta que gelany no vuelva. porque ella es asi de sencilla.y si eso es ella ke vive alli, ke seraa de mi epositaa dals. uff. ni hablar.. en si.
Aprendi mucho de estos dos meses. Le vi la otra cara de la moneda a mucha gente. Me cai palde vece, pero creo ke supe como levantarme. y espero en Dios que maniana esa haya sido la desicion correcta.Aprendi tambn a no confiar en todo el que me rodea, y que de quienes tu esperas recibir mas, es de donde menos recibes.He tenido mejores anios, pero con menos experiencia. asi ke da igual en un sentido..

En Fin se acabo, llevandose tambn todo lo ke tenia.

I believe this happen for a reason. People change so that you can learn how to let go,things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they`re right,you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together... <3

letters*

hate to say this.
pero me cai. y me di duro.
why is it that when you really think that this time is going to be different,and put all your effort... POw! kapLomm!
its nothing left.
for the first time in my whole lifei feel like the pain is weighing out my pride.
Por que es las personas con buen corazon no se encuentran entre si.
siempre tiene ke se uno bueno con uno malo. no es ke lo seas. porque i know you love me, pero ya para mi lo eres because you just broke my heart.Yo sabia que esto iba a terminar de una u otra manera, pk ya era demasiado para nosotros
Aunque ilusa al fin. yo todavia pensaba y tenia la esperanza que con todo lo que hemos pasado era poco lo que nos faltaba.
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i just cant write anymore.
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tonight the headphones will deliver the words i cannot say..

letters-stroke nine*
You're leaving me here, dear
Alone with all your letters
You're letting it go, no
Like innocence and feathers
You're putting it down
Sounds slipping into songs
You're leaving me here, dear
Alone with all my wrongs
You're pulling away
Pray you're making the right choice
You're pulling away
Stay and listen to my voice
To my voice

Sooner or later you will long
When you wake you will see
Sooner or later all the songs
That make you shake will be by me
Sooner or later all the throngs of feelings
We used to appreciate will come rushing back

You're thinking about
How you thought you knew me better
You're looking around town
And wondering how I met her
You're pulling away
Pray you're making the right choice
You're pulling away
Stay and listen to my voice
To my voice

Sooner or later all the throngs or feelings
We used to appreciate will come rushing back
When you wake you will see

Don't wake me as you leave
Don't make me believe I have a chance in hell
Don't tell me what I know too well
Don't wake me

As you're leaving me here dear
Alone with all your letters
Don't let it go of your innocence and feathers
Now I find that every sound reminds me of our song
Since you left me here dear
Alone with all my wrongs
With my wrongs